goddamn, it just kills me every time

Estrella:
there's no light anymore
except the indifferent
tv screens
actually blackening my vision

I am a grim sort of death
a fathomless occurrence
not overly deep,
just no depth at all
a two-dimensional problem

wits and ego and
false hope and precedents
find a supple home
harmonizing, softly
inside me

I feel so selfish;
I ask "how am I so
light and they
so heavy?"
I used to have importance here

its stupid to think of anything
but that which we thought of
with no regret and
stagnant lives lead to
stagnant hearts

elegant empires with
empirical nonsense are
breaking the boundaries and
blistering the callouses again

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