drifting

Now that I am by myself
I reflect upon my life.
What has happened this past few years
that has caused this great big strife?
I do not have an answer
past what I feel inside.
But I think that’s part of the beauty,
It’s something I can hide.
And yes I have concealed it.
I don’t want the world to see.
I only want to pretend I’m normal –
that nothing’s wrong with me.
I wish I could find a cure
for what is going through my head.
I fear if nothing changes soon,
my soul will soon be dead.
I try to organize my thoughts,
often do I fail.
I’m not sure what I’m thinking now
what comes next I don’t know.
I think it’s starting to fade.
I’m feeling less and less.
I hope you don’t forget me.
Goodbye for now.
I guess…

------anonymous